Tuesday, September 15, 2009


I have "gotten over" being in love with him.
I still love him. I always will. And I'll always be in love with him a little bit. I know that.
But I'm okay with this girl he likes.
And I'm genuinely happy that she makes him happy.
More importantly, I want them to be happy together.
And even though I am still a little in love with him... Even though I am aware that we might not ever work out in any permanent fashion...

I don't grieve that fact. I am perfectly content.
And that brings me to a very relaxing state of bliss.

I will sleep well tonight.

I perform for my studio class tomorrow... AH!

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